Welcome to the real deal! Here is where the actual bardic course begins.
The first gwers opens with a poem, and a short letter, again introducing the subject matter for this booklet. Most of the Teaching consists of an initiation ceremony.
WHOA!!! Put on the brakes! Initiation ceremony???
It's not what you think 😉
For starters, the letter is mostly about encouraging you to wait until if/when you want to do it, the time is right, you're in the right headspace, etc. He encourages you to take time and read it through in its entirety. That if you feel anxious or concerned about doing it, to not do it, or wait until you feel more comfortable.
The first paragraph of the Teaching explains exactly what the initiation is about:
p. 31
An initiation is an inner experience. A ceremony such as this can only act as an aid or catalyst for this inner process. For this reason the right moment and attitude when performing this ceremony are vital. Only you Inner Self and Guides can tell you whether the right moment has arrived. The ceremony appears to be simple, but in its very simplicity lies its depth and its power. If you perform the ceremony, you perform it solely for yourself - you enter into no obligation to the Order. When the ceremony is performed in a Grove, you are told: "Just as in freedom you chose to enter the fellowship of the Bards, so must you know that our fellowship is one of freedom. Here there are no bindings, and as in freedom you joined this fellowship, so in freedom may you leave, should ever you, your guides or stars ordain so."
The ceremony is basically your commitment to be fully alive and engaged in the process. One of the lines of the closing:
p. 32
May the blessings of the Uncreated One, of the Created Word, and of the Spirit that is the Inspirer be always with me.
Hmmm, that sounds very Christian to me!
After the initiation ceremony, there are three other sections of the Teaching. The first introduces the symbol of the Bardic grade and explains its symbolism. The second is about creating an optional sacred space in your home that can act as a physical counterpart to your Inner Sacred Grove (p. 33). The third is a home blessing you can use that is based on Celtic blessings from the Scottish Highlands.
Triads
p. 35
Three gains of those who heed the advice of the Old Ones: illumination, wisdom, and clarity.
Listen to the voice of (God) in the wind and the waters. Listen to the still small voice of your intuition in the darkness of the night. This way lies vision and understanding.
Eisteddfod
p. 36
The Bardic Grade is that of the Arts. Through story, poetry and music, painting, dance and sculpture, we develop our finer aesthetic natures which are part of our eternal spiritual Being. In nearly every Gorsedd (gathering) of the Druids, a part of the meeting is dedicated to the Arts and is called an Eisteddfod.
This one is a short story written in lines like poetry, of a person having a conversation with a lake. The lake says that in it, the person can come to know the very breath of God which moves the hours. Another that follows right in the path of how I'm using druidry in my life - as an avenue to become closer to God.
I am now caught up with journaling all of the gwersi I have studied so far! Between starting a new job, getting used to working again after over four months, and what I fear is my autoimmune meds not working, I haven't had the spoons to dedicate to this lately. And I miss it! I am keeping up with the online forum, so at least I have a bit of that most days. And of course I'm looking for the moments in everyday life. I may be up for doing a new gwers today. After writing three posts today, I may not. I am pretty sure that even if I go through it today, journaling it will wait. I like doing it that way anyway, so the ideas have time to process in my subconscious before I review the gwers and write the post.
Bardically,
LilacPhoenixCMB 💜